I’m conducting a pilot study on female bloggers in academia and I sent out interview questions today. I’m a participant in my own study, so I also interviewed myself. I might as well post my interview because, hey, it’s about my blog, so why not?
Why do you blog?
I blog because I like to tell stories and have conversations that I don’t necessarily get to tell or have all the time. My blog gives me a chance to keep those stories and have those conversations in a place where people I know or don’t know can see them and maybe even comment on them. I also blog because I don’t live close to my family and I like them to be able to visit my life. I also blog because it helps me tease out ideas. Once in awhile, after a class or after reading an article, I’ll blog to clarify my thinking. I also blog, I think, to connect with other people, to feel more connected in general.
Why did you begin to blog?
Initially I began to blog to keep in touch with friends and family that I moved away from. I wanted to document my new and exciting experience in a doctoral program and I wanted them to be able to come on my adventure with me.
How did you learn how to create a blog?
I created a blog a couple of years ago when I was in a Masters program for Educational Technology and we were talking about them. It was sort of a practice blog and I only ever posted twice, but that’s I guess when I learned how to do it. When I started the blogger blog I just played around and played around until I figured it out. I would click on all the tabs and then everything within the tabs to get familiar with it. Sometimes, if I wanted to do something I couldn’t find, I would search Google. Once, I wanted to make a tag cloud and that wasn’t standard in blogger, so I searched Google, found directions on another guy’s blog and pasted some code he had. I just learn as I go. If I see something on someone else’s blog that I like, I’ll try to figure out how to do it. My husband helps me out a lot too because he’s in the IT field. Like when I switched everything from blogger to wordpress, he had to help because I started hosting it in a server that wasn’t free.
How do you decide what to blog about?
At the beginning, I used to just blog about my day. Then, I started to blog about just a single part of my day that I thought was particularly interesting. As time goes on though, I try to blog everyday, but I blog about anything that strikes my fancy. If I find a new tool, I’ll blog about it. If, I have a pet peeve, I’ll blog about it. If I have an opinion on a topic, I’ll blog about that too. I think in some ways it’s starting to resemble what I used to think a blog was before I started one and starting to resemble a journal less. Part of my deicison, too, is what not to blog about. I blog about personal things sometimes, but I never say bad things about people in my life (even when I am thinking them) because I don’t want something like that to live on in perpetuity. Also, I’ll blog about classes, but only good things or very generally. I am never negative about classes or professors because I am worried they will see it.
What do you like to blog most about?
I like to tell stories the best (especially funny stories). So, when I have a good story to tell, I could just write forever.
What does your blog say about you?
I think my blog probably says that I’m a cheery, friendly, sarcastic, commentator of sorts, but I think the cheery part is sort of a lie. I think it’s a pretty good representation of my thoughts and the events of my life, but not of my mood. I’ve had really bad days and reading my blog, you wouldn’t know it.
In what ways do you use your blogs?
I use my blog as a form of representation. I feel like I’m sort of constructing my life as it evolves. I don’t think I’ll ever be done and I think that this is an interesting artifact of how I represent myself at the moment. I use my blog to voice my opinions, to tell my story, and to give myself depth (maybe?). I use my blog to keep in touch with people who know me, to entertain strangers, and to entertain myself. I’ve recently been thinking that I use my blog as record for my future kids. I think this will be cool for them to see our life before they were around.
What other blogs do you read most? Why?
I have a friend, Vicki, that is getting her PhD in English right now and I always read hers because she’s a good writer and I am interested in what she is doing and how the PhD is going. I also read dooce.com. It was recommended by a student in one of my classes. It’s about a mom who just had her second child and is snarky and hilarious. She writes in a way that makes me feel like I know her. Those are my top two. I also read danah boyd’s blog, apophenia, because she’s a strong female academic that I aspire to be like and she posts interesting things related to technology. I also read a blog called Fat Free Vegan Kitchen. It’s a food blog and she posts recipes. She’s a mom in Alabama and she tells stories about her family and what they like and don’t like, which helps me if I try to cook something vegetarian for Dan. I’m also interested in vegetarian food.
Who comments on your blog?
Only friends and family comment on my blog. Vicki, my old running pal Bri, a teacher friend named Jen, my brother Ben and his friend Matt, my mom, and occasionally some other people in Matt’s family and my Aunt Ann and my cousin Beth, but I think that’s it. I think I had a stranger once, but I can’t remember right now.
Who reads your blog? How do you know?
Mostly family and friends read my blog. There are some strangers, but only a few are frequent visitors. I know because I installed google analytics and can see how many hits I’ve had in each city, state and country. Ohio always has the most, then Texas (where my Aunt and Vicki are), then New York (where my Uncle is), then California (I have a couple of friends), then Oregon (where my cousin is) and random other states like Pennsylvania and Virginia (I have some cousins there too). I also have people in other countries once in awhile, but they might have just visited on accident when searching google for something.
Who do you want to read your blog?
I want friends and family to read my blog, but I wouldn’t mind having a huge slew of readers so that I could put some ads up and live off of it like dooce.com does. Even though I know my blog is public, sometimes I get nervous when people that I don’t know very well read it and then reference it to me. I think it’s because the me on my blog is pretty casual and if the person is from class where I tend to be more serious, it just makes me nervous, like they have an insider’s view on my life and I can’t act all serious because they can be like, “Yeah, I read your blog on Harry Potter, good one.” I guess because in real life I can hold back on telling people things and when they’ve read my blog, they already know a lot, so it’s harder to go through the normal easing into getting to know each other thing. I guess that’s all to say that my blog is meant for family and friends, but I want a wider readership, but when that happens it sort of messes with regular social interaction for me.
What have you learned from writing a blog?
I have learned to be more reflective and positive. I have also learned to write for a large audience, holding back when appropriate. I’ve learned to pay attention to my day and to things I am interested in, so that I can have more interesting blog posts. I think I’ve also learned that I am not consistent and my ideas and opinions can change depending on the day, my mood or getting a new piece of information, so this makes me feel both more comfortable with putting up my thoughts (because they are what they are that day), but also less comfortable (because I might think something else the next day).
Have their been any unexpected outcomes as a result of writing a blog?
My mom calls me less, which I thought was strange at first, but I guess she gets her fix on the blog. I think I might get called less in general, but I’m not sure it’s because people think I’m busy or if they already know what’s going on with me because of my blog. Sometimes this is a good thing, but sometimes it’s not. Another unexpected outcome is the one I mentioned under “who do you want to read your blog?” I also wonder sometimes if any students, professors, friends, read this and think differently of me because of it, but that’s hard to know.
Is there anything else you want me to know about your blog?
I really love to blog. I could never keep a journal before because it felt like it was for nothing. Now, I know people are reading my posts and it keeps me wanting to post interesting things and keep everyone up to date on my life.